Saturday, February 25, 2006
I am a very honest person.
I try not to lie.
Mostly I manipulate the truth so well I don’t even need to lie.
Am I not honest?
I mean who would say that?
Say that they are manipulative?
And off late I am trying to fight the urge to tell my mom that I am gay.
I mean should I or not?
Many friends will tell not, especially since I am Bi (I think, right now I don’t know, but I just am not straight)
And perhaps should wait for what if I find a great guy to marry? Then it will not be worth putting my parents through heartache and me through constant ….something…..i don’t yet know how mom would react.
I mean it wont be totally a surprise.
I mean she knows.
Once we were out for dinner, and my sis tells my mom and dad that “Piya is seeing a girl now” and my mom freezes for a sec and then recovers and says, “But whatever it is she is going to marry a guy from Calcutta”
So see! She refused to pursue it.
Or may be she did but I said that I admired her and thought her brilliant and were not going around.
Oh yes! I am a very honest person.