Saturday, December 31, 2005

“All this theorizing about sex does not come to any good ....Get some first”


It’s the first minute of the last day of this year. And I want to write like I have never before and I figured that will be easy cos I hardly really write. Ok for people who don’t know me in a world other than this (blog) My name is Arunlekha. And the thing that bugs me the most bout me is that am still a virgin. Many would think that I might be worried or bugged about my weight or even my hair (body hair even). But its not. The thing that scares me the most is that I have diabetes and am so scared that I haven’t checked my sugar levels in months. So my first resolution would be to get my sugar levels checked. The one thing I want the most in my life is to have a baby (a daughter) and strangely the thing that scares me and the thing that bugs me stand in way of the thing that I want the most.
My first memories are of my sister’s birth. She was born in 1985 Feb, so like 2 years and 7 months after me. So I remember from the time my mother was in the nursing home. I don’t know why am saying that but just am. My pet name (nick name sorts) is Piya and my sis is called Pom at home and our dog is called Pushkin. I have cousins called sriya diya riya, and a niece called diya.
And the title is the first piece of advice/dig I received on this last day of the year.
And this is the weirdest I’ve written ever.
the pic is titled Flux

6 comments:

medusa said...

hug

Lil Mizfit said...
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Lil Mizfit said...

my darling UG, i want a son. do u think that our kids cud b together even if we cudn't? hmmm...that wud b a wee bit freaky, eh?

Vivek said...

umm why does being' a V bug ya ? After all doing it is just a choice isn't it.... unless you’d be wanting to do it with some one specific… who … isn’t interested.

tw wonders if its peer pressure. tw's also wonderin about what was the pretty lass doing online at 11:59 insted of being at some rave party ..... Then again tw better hush up before hes forced to eat his words. Just so you know, tw doesn’t like alphabet soup

:p

uglygirl said...

dear twisted,
actually it is bugging for the reason you mentioned.
the first reason.
and then generally....the second reason, but not so much pressure as.......um...um..
I didnt have anyone to go o a party and prefer to lie low during the year end frenzy for fun as find it so very compulsory kinds,
like...you know there is a pressure to go out and have fun....that i find very scary.

Anonymous said...

i dont know you.... but do check for polycystic ovaries.
thats all you need to worry about. i want a daughter very badly too...