Tuesday, July 08, 2008

Food for Thought


Last year or so I have been leaving for home at exactly 5:30 or 5:45 unless I had to go to the gym. And these days I just stay back, like I used to, my first year at Google. This is all cos I just cant be home anymore. My lonely desperation has reached its new heights and this time I am quite happy with it. I have to move out of home and I don't want to be able to slip back into the comfort. I want some prickly heat in my life..I need to take some risks, meet new people, set some tough OKRs.


I need to get off this seat and get back home and spend some time at home with people who I feel are starting to think that I am some kinda emotional burden to them. And all this is making me eat more and buy new clothes, and soon they will be mutually exclusive as I wont be able to fit into them. But then I have discovered Revolutions...so I guess I am safe for another 50 KGS................I just scared myself shit...I need to also stay healthy and these are not like resolutions but what I have realised I need to do like 7 years ago...OK 4. And I can hear this boy and girl next door murmur to each other...and am getting a little turned on.


Anyhooo...I have miles and miles to go before I will be able to look myself in the eye, but Soul is a lil rested as I am writing here at;east at last :D


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5 comments:

restructuring said...

That is very nice idea.


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White Lily Petals said...

hey babe....joined the old gang...back to bloggers...how r u ????missed u...muah

handmaiden said...

Hi! I haven't been to your blog for a while, but I do come & read your poems surreptitiously. They are as wonderful as always.

wasted said...

i just made a post on some changes I want to make to my life, and then came and read this post of yours. As everything else in our lives, our feelings co-exist too. love you!

Anonymous said...

First thing to reduce fat in the body, do cardio level excercises 3 times a week and donot see food pictures, as they give u temptation, just like if u see some one smoking, u also would like to smoke.