Thursday, July 06, 2006

pity party


I know I have not written in ages.
And the truth is that,
(But of course I never lie ……… hate myself)
I don’t know what to.
And I don’t necessarily want to
Unnecessarily waste blog space,
But I feel that
I wont be worth my sweatshirt (blogger),
If I don’t blog soon.

So as I was saying (or perhaps I was not saying, and now am starting a completely new topic)
What’s the big deal about honesty anyway?

We all have to survive
And do whatever in order to
Lying (or lets say not revealing the truth)
Is just another instinct right?
Right?

I am manipulative you know….
I already do all I can to survive,
With my weak heart
With my love for drama
With my complete lack of belief in my instincts
(Which I think is always right…ooof what a bundle of contradiction I am)

And you know what?
I don’t try to be cute.
I am…(hee hee)
And I love cute, adorable, affectionate people.
I don’t know why people don’t love me…

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh
Nobody loves me.
:(



8 comments:

mizfit said...

well...now that u know, i wanted to ask a particular frnd of urs, out. lemme know what she thinks.*wink*

OK, OK...i was just kidding. i love u!!

L>T said...

you know I love you, but, you don't talk to me anymore:(

Circe Malaprop said...

have you been reviewing too many ads???

Circe Malaprop said...

have you gone mad? what about ppl who really do like you? this is kind of a slap on their faces..aaargh!
yeh thappad tumhe mahanga padega thakur..

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